All I want to do is sit around and listen to Nada Surf's The Proximity Effect and/or The Jam. I can't explain why, but I'm sure it has to do with the wave of depression that is crashing and washing over me right now. I'm not talking about the 15-year-old teenage girl "that boy doesn't like me" kind. I'm talking the crippling, can't-get-work-done, can't-concentrate, need-to-be-back-on-medication kind.

I'm going to see someone this week. At least for once I'm acknowledging where I'm headed.